muhasabah

Salam.

I don't feel so good.

I figured I had two choices; either I cook, or I write and let it out somewhere... Well, it's 4am in the morning, cooking alone at this hour is a much inconvenient option, so I guess the choice was obvious.

At least, that's what I thought the only choices I had a few minutes ago. But I realized there's actually a third. Berkhalwat, muhasabah, whatever you call it.

Think about the purpose of this life. Why are we here, the good and bad deeds we've done. Why do we feel uneasy sometimes. Have some time alone, think about it. Think about God. Trust me, it helps. We neglected this part of life much too often. This is, in fact, a part of our Prophet's PBUH teaching.

With that said, I guess no writing is needed tonight.

Good morning.

Doakan saya, doakan semua.