Well, I guess this is it. This is my destiny. I was born to have only two most important people in my life. Not more nor less.
But Thank you Allah, for the short term experience and pleasure. Alhamdulillah.
Yes, it is a great test, but I'll try to accept and swallow. Coz You know best.
No one else can accept and understand. Not even the one you love most. Give me strength dear Lord.