strength

Salam alaik..

Eid Sa'eed, Kullu Sanah Wa Entum Toyyibuun.

Hey everyone, how are you doing? Good? Good...

Saya disini ok-ok saje. Pagi ok, mlm tk ok, mlm ok, tgh hari tk ok, petang ok, pagi tk ok, maghrib ok, subuh tk ok, begitulah bersilih ganti. Heheh. I am very disturbed nowadays, with so many things in mind. Worried, disheartened, sad, demoralized, all mixed up. Sometimes I don't even know why.

But not to worry, Allah is always here with me. He makes me happy and never fails to guide me thru. Although there are times when I need to get myself really busy in order to keep me calm. That is when cooking play his part in helping me out. And if that too will not help, letting it out thru this webpage of blog will do just fine. InsyaAllah. :)

Hopefully this will not last, as I have a duty to perform, an organization to lead. Or should I say future ulama to lead? Oh God, please help. Jadikanlah aku seorang imam yg adil dan bertaqwa disisi Mu. Ameen.

Exams are coming, work just got pretty tough. I need to be mentally, emotionally and physically strong, far more than everyone else. Dear God, only You, able to give me the strength I need. Only You, able to guide me thru. Only You, able to take away this pain. Hence, I ask for, with humility and gratitude. Ameen.

I do not want to fall, not like how one of my good friend just did. I will stay strong because I need to. Everyone else is relying on me and I will try my very best to do so. Lillahi Ta'ala. InsyaAllah. A reminder for me which I'll be needing through out this year.. Do pray for me, for us, and our success. Thank you.

Wassalam...